Part 1 -- OvertureIn 2112, this is just a jam session to get warmed up, so here I will also get warmed up. First off, the catalysts that have lead me to digest this content on paper. Of course his holiness, Ethics for the new millennium, On Bullshit, The Tipping Point and plenty of Manic Street Preachers. I always strive for introspection, then projection if necessary. That's what a good blog is all about, seeing how you grow in understanding as a human being over time, and being able to share what you learn and understand as it applies.
II: The Temples Of Syrinx
In 2112. this is where all hell breaks loose, so here's where all hell breaks loose, shout out to the Manics for helping me visualize and articulate here. I suppose everyone engages in what the Manics describe as 'pathetic acts for worthless causes.' If I take the painful road down introspective lane, I find many instances in which motives aren't in check with ideals, thoughts aren't in check with feelings, and most importantly, frivolous thoughts and unproductive ideas. It's a time in my life where apathy dictates my life in general: the time I get up, the vigor in which I approach my job and friends, the charmed life that I should cherish and embrace, and most importantly my overall disposition. It's a time of emotional unavailabilty, not because of lack of external influences, but rather because I choose to be this way. I'm accustomed to this lifestyle, not saying I like it, but I suppose it's all I know. I suffer from a lack of attention span (unless behind a computer), and if look outward to find the answer, it's I find it hard to be geuninely captivated by anyone or anything. An aloof attitude, which I have on exhibition now, is not where I want to be.
III: The Discovery In 2112, this is where this dude finds a guitar and wants to share what he's found with the world. Here's what I can access in a few sentences about the status of the world and the status of my emotions combined. The world is suffering from a plague, and that plague is bullshit. I've discovered that it is hard to find people that are true to the facts, but rather true to their own inherent natures. I've discovered the majority of the people I know (myself included), have met, will meet, and inhabit this earth live with their head up their ass, oblivious of the cares and concerns of their fellow man. Altruism in it's purest form is a rare thing, so rare it isn't awknowledged and most definately not appreciated.
IV: Presentation
When something profound comes your way, you try to weave it into the fabric of your existence. But why do people selectively interpret what they decide to weave into existance. Since when did becoming an adult mean covering your own cracks and protecting our own agendas? How the hell is this fair to bring babies into the world under this type of environment? The pillars of spirituality (love, kindness, compassion, forgiveness, etc), can be employed by many with the exclusion of reason. Why is it so damn difficult to acheive a balance between both logic and emotion.
V: Oracle: The Dream The dream is balance, between love and exposure. The dream is opening your heart and mind to someone you love. As David Gray would say, it's building the mystery the more your heart reveals. The dream is not only happiness and enlightenment as the Lama would say, but emotional intelligence, awareness and balance, as the amount of exposure to situations (esp. people) and the elements constantly increase.
VI. Soliloquy
If I were to reflect on something such as a soliloquy which is probably best left silent, responsibility does lie in the hands of the individual. Morals, ethics, altruism can't be taught, it has to be figured out by the individual for it to be effective. I suppose we can follow by example, I have my heroes, who have these characterists, and I try damn hard to follow the paths these heroes have blazed.
VII. Grand Finale As the manics would say 'but as people we have a choice, to end the void with all it's force.' I have a chubby set of vices that I'm working dilligently to try to 'fix,' and I don't do anything at the expense of others, I don't try to manage anyone's feelings. I try to be honest with myself and other people to a point that can be digested, as friends often give me more honesty that I can handle. I want to cultivate the power of the human spirit, channel my own energy, anger and frustration into positive introspection, weave that into the fabric of my existence, and share what I've come up with.
In the end, hope drives us as to where, it is up to you. Fate, in any and all contexts, will take you half the way there, the rest is up to you.